Monday, November 20, 2006
hello. juz got back from dance. so tiring. but fun too! today we do cartwheels. that time i nv tell teacher i can do so they stiill dunno i can do. hhahas. i today then noe i can do cartwheels just that my back leg not straight. lols. then we try standing on our hands against the wall. when i didi not arch my back, my back slam against the wall., quite scary. go up, the blood like rush to our head. then later, mordern teacher came. she teach us new steps but i just always went up of place so say me lor. later, she suddenly ask me come forward then tell me to bend my knees then jump and then she lift me up. lols. anyway, my dad n mum was quarreling again yesterday. then later after i went to church, went to katong with my family. later i found out that my maternal grandfather has tubercolosis. i cannot visit him cuz its contagious. my father say he maybe only left a few months. although i heard this, i didn't feel sad at all. after all, i only knew my maternal grandpa when i was pri 5. i told annabelle this then she say if he pass away, my relatives will fight bcuz of money. hers is like that when her grandma passed away. but then i say mine will not be like that cuz both my maternal n paternal granparents dun have money. moreover, all of them are divorced. now my that grandpa the another wife bo chap, dun want take care of him. so in the end is still my grandma take care. now he in nursing home in katong. that is the only home that will accept him. like that, i think his condition must be bad cuz my mum says he can't even walk. but none of my aunts n uncles even my grandma feel sad. he didn't treat them as his children and always beat my grandma last time. now my mum say even her stepsis also noe that her own mum is very bad and likes my grandma a lot. lols. hai... if my grandpa really pass away, it will be my first time attending a funeral. i noe its bad of me to say this but i dun feel any loss at all. he got tubercolosis is bcuz he always smoke n smoke n nv take care of himself. i really dunno wad to say of him. anyway, mum's friend just lend us winter's sonata. it's damn nice- quite sad too- but the story is really fast. third episode, the man already die liao. hahas. i am signing off here... bye. i smiled today 3:12 PM
